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WednesdayA GREAT...TRUE...STORY!!!!....After Hilary Freeman was told she had MS, she had a drink and then got on with her life: Multiple sclerosis came into my life, overnight, when I was 25, announcing its arrival by removing all feeling in my legs while I slept. When I woke up and tried to stand, I fell over, like a rag doll. I was three days into a new job, nine months into a relationship and life, as I knew it, was over. Since then MS has been lurking in the shadows wherever I go, stalker-like. Sometimes it tortures me by pressing an electric cattle prod into my face, sticking pins in my feet, or binding my legs so tightly that I can no longer feel them. Sometimes it mischievously covers one of my eyes with a hazy cloud or snatches words from the tip of my tongue. But even when it is not active, it won't allow me to deny its existence. It certainly hasn't been as I thought it would be eight years ago, when I heard the words: sorry but you have multiple sclerosis: come from the neurologist's mouth. It was all surprisingly banal. There was no string section playing in the background, and I didn't collapse in a heap and devote the rest of my life to charity work. I just shed a few tears and fell back on the old familiar comforts of a cigarette and a stiff drink. All I knew of MS was what I'd read or seen on campaign posters or television programmes, so I expected to become quickly and progressively disabled and to require a wheelchair. The good news is that hasn't happened. The bad news is that it still might, one day in a month, or a year, or in two decades. What I didn't anticipate was that, irrespective of the severity of my symptoms, the diagnosis of my condition would change my identity, the way I see myself and how other people see me...MORE |